.munya.

pouring the "contents" out.

2012-02-06T18:50:00.000-08:00

Man this blog have never been ignored for a such long time (last post was 31st Dec 2010 almost 14 months lol) but nevertheless, i've decided to change things up a bit and hopefully by 'pouring' out, i might change a thing or two about how have i've been treating myself for the past couple of months.

For a couple of posts ahead i might be a bit aggressive here and there and for all those who read this (and the posts in the near future), if you find yourself uncomfortable with what i'm writing, please kindly leave this page and just come back when you're comfortable to read it again. please be discreet and don't spread things (or weird stories) around. Don't even bother mentioning it in my face as i'm rather comfortable if the true tales i'm going to put here will just stay here and not be mentioned anywhere else. If anyone wants to know more about me, just redirect them to this blog or post. don't tell them stories, please :)

1st things 1st, I've been going through a lot of phases lately. Most of em are down phases really. This is one of the lowest and deepest part where my life have sunk into (though i'd expect there'll be more deeper place where my life would plunge into in the future).

Throughout my entire 22 years of living in this great place called Earth, my expectations and results were never been this far apart. I've been getting good grades in schools (primary & secondary) and all of my expectations were met. 5As in the UPSR, 8As in the PMR, get to play in the school's hockey team (though i never liked the position i got in the team), 9As in SPM, hell i even got to further my study overseas. By getting all of this big 'Milestones' I'm becoming a lesser hardworking member of society than i used to.

I remember working hard for the UPSR and PMR but for SPM i really doubt i deserved the 9As. to top that off i don't even know how did i get to study here in Egypt. As years passed on I've found myself sunk even deeper into "The Pit".

Let me tell you a bit about "The Pit" in my context. "the pit" is where all the things i thought i would never do (when i was younger because i already knew the consequences if i would) but then somehow i managed to sunk my self neck-deep in this "pit". I'm fairly disappointed with what I've become. I've been putting a 'Mask' up all these year to cover up all of these "muds" and lies. I knew that "Lies" is the beginning of all sins. I've been avoiding people and society so that i would not have to lie on their faces. Every time I lied, I've felt terrible. Miserable to the MAX!. So I chose to avoid society and all the people that i knew including friends and family. The ones that i still talk to, is the one which i can't avoid, and the ones who would look past my "outer" flaws and knows that I'm better at something else.

I've been craving for counseling for the past few years just to get rid of all these lies i've made and just wanted to tell someone the truth. I just wanted to have a stranger to see my perspective on how i manage to live through all these lies i've made and not the people that already know me for who i am. Is it wrong to tell someone, who is not familiar with you, about your ugliest truths and problems, instead of telling it to your bestfriends or family ? I would pretty much guess that most of you who read this would probably judge me by now and to tell you the truth, i don't give a fuck.

Wow this is beginning to sound like a rant than what i thought it would be but at least, it is something. I guess I'll stop here now and continue tomorrow or whenever I felt like ranting again.

Again a quick reminder, please don't tell stories and judge me about what i've wrote so far and if it happens that anyone wanted to read what you've read, just give em the link to this post, it really helps me in so many ways that you would probably do not understand. and last but not least try not to mention anything about what I've wrote here while you're communicating with me either via phone calls, facebook or even while we were just hanging out. I really appreciate it :)

Lucid Dreaming: Day 7

2010-12-31T18:19:00.000-08:00

its new year.
damn i'm gonna be 1 year older tomorrow
the best is yet to come.

Dream

accompanied chubby to her apartment. probably finished studying cause i remember she's carrying book. it was cold. hidung suda start buat hal. she gave me some pills. told her i still had some left at home.said goodbye and went back home. found out i had only 2 pills left. almost feel like i wasnt dreaming. and then i woke up.

-------

after i woke up.
checked the pills and i actually had 4 pills left. wow
that was close lol.

END OF DAY 7

Lucid Dreaming: Day 6

2010-12-30T12:09:00.000-08:00

final's just around the corner.
fk i need to study~
people laughed.
they like to imagine things.
meh..
let em be.
no big deal.

Dream

i think i went to fathallah. a big one. the size of alexandria's city centre. went there alone late at night around 12 i guess. when i arrived, asyraf was on his way out carrying plastics bags. he was in a hurry. i said hi and he ignored. meh. then saw pangku and ram. pangku was like dissapointed to see me there. np. strolled through the mall. didnt bought anything. most of the shops were closing. went to the food court. saw them again. bought a sandwich and fries. nothing unsual happens. damn.

p/s:this is taking longer than i thought. meh.. i sleep evryday, might as well do it anyway.

END OF DAY 6

Lucid Dreaminng: Day 5

2010-12-29T07:15:00.000-08:00

no dream for today.

END OF DAY 5

Lucid Dreaminng: Day 4

2010-12-28T00:56:00.000-08:00

as a reminder...
my dreams are not in whatsoever related to anyone in the real life.
mind that.

Dream

i was in a neigbourhood. somehow it does feel like i lived there for sometime. there i was looking down the road. there was mattresses on the long road. different type and colors. somehow the road was like the ones below. red bricks instead of tars.

and i saw a few people were playing football ON the mattresses. then i started to ask myself whats with all the mattresses? i did came up with an answer but i couldn't really recall what was the answer. i was walking with ayoh to a meeting. he was really excited about something but can't recall about what either. at the meeting i was seating beside nas. somehow i fell asleep and my head was on her right shoulder. it was very VERY delightful LOL!. someone woke me up but it wasn't nas who woke me up. then as i recall i was at my grandmother's home and i was with someone. this person reminded me of the incident that i fell asleep on the meeting. i turned to look for the orange shirt i was wearing and i saw spots of dried saliva. my saliva lol. i was really ashamed of that incident and then... i woke up.

Note to Self:
I believe we are going somewhere here. i've managed to ask myself a question, though i cant recall what was the answer that satisfied my curiosity. anyway thats a good start right ?

END OF DAY 4

Lucid Dreaminng: Day 3

2010-12-28T00:53:00.000-08:00

none recorded.

END OF DAY 3

Lucid Dreaminng: Day 2

2010-12-25T03:24:00.000-08:00

Dream
most of the time i remember i was in different scenes and none of em was related in any way.

Scene 1
I was a servant to a rich indonesian family. i think i was in the one of the indo dramas. the datin were arguing with someone i cant really understand what were they arguing about. i remember going to one of the neighbor of my employees to tell them something. i met their servant waxing the car. as i remember, i suddenly felt the urge to help em. i waxed only the backside of the car or was it a van ? am not sure. i glanced back and saw a shiny Porsche and at that moment the dream stopped.

Scene 2
It was kinda like and old movie. probably i was watching it because i didn't do anything. I remember there were a pregnant woman wearing red pajamas with white polka dots. i remember her pajamas were quite lengthy down to her hips her trouser's were short. behind her there were 2 person. 1 brown haired guy with a physically good body and a short-blonde haired woman. the pregnant woman were walking away from both of em and then suddenly teleported like an old fashion way teleportation in the old movies. (you probably wanna look at the 1980's 'Tron' trailer). i couldnt really remember what comes after that so i'd say it all end there.

Note To Self: Count fingers and check your body!
END OF DAY 2

Lucid Dreaming: The Beginning

2010-12-23T21:36:00.000-08:00

Damn blog havnt been touch for a very long time eh.
i've lost the interest to write for a while now.
and havnt done any reading too.
my vocabs have gone haywire and thats it for the intro.

lucid dreaming, ever heard of it?
it is the ability to be aware in a dream.
and on top of that when you are aware, you'll be able to control whats in it.
pretty awesome eh ? to be able to control the dream.
theoretically, at a time during sleep, there are times when the brain goes flat(deep sleep) and times where the brains goes on like we are awake when we are actually sleeping. during the awake brain phase we actually going through a dream. but we really didn't pay much attention to the dream, only experiencing it.

so i had already done my 1st trial. based on tips that i've gotten from a few sources, it is best to keep a 'dream journal' to be able to really become a lucid dreamer. hopefully i could get control of the 'dream world' in the near future.
peace out

Day 1

This is my 1st trial on trying to lucid dream and i partially did it. i actually had 2 dreams. I thought i had already woken up on one of it when i actually didn't.

Dream 1
This is the one that i've managed taken control of. I remember i was in a mall. I remember the escalator but somehow i didn't find any doors. I was there with a few girls or more like 2 or 3 girls. I remember counting my fingers or was it in the other one i'm not really sure. unfortunately i didn't get to ask myself was i really dreaming at that time. but i was really sure i was dreaming when i just thought of large breasts and suddenly one of them girls breast start to puffed up.LOL. as soon as i realized i was dreaming, that dreams ends and went off to the 2nd one.

Dream 2
Okay this one was kinda blurry and somehow i think i had already woken up. i woken up not on my bed but in there i was sure that i just woke up. i remember mentioning about the previous dream i had to someone but i couldn't remember who. was it my brother or 1 of my friends i really can't tell. and sadly i didn't do a reality check so i really thought i had already woken up. i remember it was kinda a long dream but i couldn't remember anything beside the part i mention about the dream. so sadly i only remember a part of it.

Note to Self:
Reality checks please! Look out for anything nearby. between dream 1 and 2, i remember briefly waking up in i mean really waking up and i heard amar conversing with cerah and i think it lasted for a minute before i went back to sleep.
END OF DAY 1

daily.

2010-06-15T06:46:00.001-07:00

daily blogs ?
kinda cool :D

Oyeah.

2010-06-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

Officially reopened.

None 05

2010-06-13T10:30:00.002-07:00

- Gonna Reopen -

None 04

2010-06-13T10:30:00.001-07:00

- Make Room For Some Changes Pls -

None 03

2010-06-13T10:29:00.001-07:00

- Oyeah -

None

2010-06-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

- Insert Random Quote Here -

messed up.

2010-05-19T03:15:00.000-07:00

over the past these few months

i kinda think im in a big trouble

4th sem was, i mean still is, one of the worse sems that i've been throught

i mean, up till now i feel like i kinda failed in evrything.

here's a few

- i skipped so much even the ones that i HAVE to go

- i skipped the 'u REALLY have to come' days

- i thought i was quitting, but it didnt really work out that well

- i never did study

- i even stopped doing what i like the most

( i mean not literally stopped, kinda feel like im not into them anymore)

- im addicted to evrything that is not good (imo)

that kinda sums up evrything

i was thinking about vid blogging

im stuck on utube the other day,

and i was watching this, 5th utube annivessary

watched a couple of vlogs

some were famous, and some of just random ppl

which kinda lifted me up

i saw this romanian girl

(her youtube acc - purplebox182)

watched a couple of her vids

and seriously most of the topic she was vlogging about

was boooring.

but what i like is the way she talked about it

it kinda cheer me up and made me one to vlog

but i guess thats just me

oh & btw some of her vids was actually pretty good

i was thinking making vlogs as a way for me to talk about some things that i had in mind

i am not really the type to say much in a conversation

my self-esteem is pretty low i guess

if u make me choose either to talk or to listen

i'll be listening to the end, TO THE END.

i rarely called anyone

anyone rarely called me (except for my parents)

i even talk less with my brothers and sisters

and i dont even know why

i tried to speak up

well a couple of times really, not most of em

but i ended up swallowing up the words that i wanted to say

and i ended up being the quiet boy at the corner of the room

and when i HAVE to, i mean like when lecturers or teachers ask me to,

words start pouring all over my head and i ended up getting screwed

and that sucks BIGTIME.

man its kinda weird though

i've never felt so relief

this blog have been the ears to my.. stories ? i dunno

i mean i rarely talked to anyone about me or

my problems or anything

cause you know, im not the talking type

so i wrote.

but seriously sometimes,

i dont even write anything,

i mean i literally kept evrything

and i mean EVERYTHING to myself

(but i do except the fact that allah s.w.t knows evrything)

all this insecurity bullshit is driving me crazy

i'd blame my sec. school roomates for this.

when i was 13 i entered mrsm kuala lipis

and that is pretty much a 3 hour drive from where i live

i met a bunch of 'friends'

but sadly my roomates were all assholes

you probably thinkin that im abit too old for this 'he makes fun of me' bullshit

well whaddya know, idc.

i never did told anyone about this

not even my mom, well she was sick,

i dont wanna burden her with my school problems

these guys are one of the most annoying assholes that i've ever encounter with

back then i though they were just joking around,

well we were roomates.

but when they've crossed the line man

i was like really pissed off

i used to like this girl from the other class

i told them,

and you would probably already guessed what happened

but that was back then. i really dont have any hate for them now

well we WERE kids back then

but somehow it left a scar.

from then on, i never did REALLY trust anyone

i mean anyone that was my friend, even close friends

sometimes even my parents and teachers

its like having the urge not to tell anyone anything.

i just dont feel that great telling them

i mean i know sometimes its the best way to tell

rather than keeping them to yourself

but i prefer to only let god knows, only Allah s.w.t knows evrything

man this post has gotten really long doesn't it.

my parents will start questioning me if i ever let this blog go to public again

i really gotta think this through.

i probably gonna change it.

maybe start a new blog for my parents to see you know

regular updates about my life here in egypt and so

its kinda hard

i mean this is my life im talkin about

well i probably gonna fail my midterm tomorrow

and i probably gonna have to come back here early

ah whatever man. i'll just go for now.

Past.

2010-04-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

We all got things we regret about aight ?

reminiscing about old times

really brings back great memories

and great regrets too.

man i haven't been so depressed since, i dunno fuck that.

fucking life man.

it fucks with you real hard.

and now i'm sounded suicidal.

probably messed up my karma too.

why did i chose this road anyway ?

i can't really know exactly

unless you keep track of time

that wouldn't be a problem would it ?

I'm going hay wire man.

counseling ? fuck that i wouldn't want one anyway

counseling are for sissies.

fuck this imma go do somethin else.

later dudes.

still

2010-04-08T13:50:00.000-07:00

im still alive ppl

that is all.

zzz

2010-03-06T07:07:00.000-08:00

let see. last post was about a month ago.

so what was i doing ?

most of the time

can't keep my mind off the exams

been stuffing effing loads of medical informations into my head.

pretty f-ing insane.

hopefully i'll pass. insyaallah

though i still doubt i could answer all of em perfectly. zzz

lost my phone before histology exam. wtf.

seriously cant find it.

tried searching. failed.

got a new number.

(EG num only, my msian num stays the same)

do ask if i forgot to mail em to you.

Been staying at po's house for a month.

(exam + holidays)

housemates were on a vacation

sadly i can't join em. sigh~

Kubang with his parents.

forgot to go to his parents open house.

seriously dude ak lpe.

and i don't have his number so i can't reach him.

my house was empty.

so ended up staying at po's.

spent my holiday money

buying a phone.

ended up buying an iphone

causing me to spend my holidays at home. sigh~

but still. managed to go to mansoura visit a couple of friends.

sorry to those yg x b'kesempatan utk b'jmpe.

lastly.

tried 'jailbreaking' my iphone. failed. -.-"

(jailbreak = hack, so i could use third party apps)

done restoring to the latest version.

have to wait till they found out how to hack the newest ver.

that is all for now.

later.

dear hp.

2010-02-08T10:04:00.000-08:00

where are you ?

zzz

time2 exam plak ko ilang.

if you don't show up

i'll get an iphone. seriously xDD

you'll be sorry for not showing up.

your owner, munya.

system.

2010-01-27T08:15:00.001-08:00

Connecting...

...

Connection failed.

damn.

stop.

2010-01-17T18:01:00.000-08:00

finally.

said my goodbye.

to a 'friend'

though i hope we'll never see each other again.

in the future.

damn u.

please stay away.

trapped.

2010-01-16T06:19:00.000-08:00

trapped in a lift with arabs

sucks ass

pretty fucking annoying.

zzz

20.

2010-01-01T22:14:00.000-08:00

20 already ?

sigh.

never thought it would come so early...

happy birthday to 2nd Jan babies.

including me. :D

2010.

2009-12-31T20:20:00.000-08:00

1st Jan 2010

.Happy New Year.

20's coming tomorrow.

sigh.

turned down.

2009-12-28T22:01:00.000-08:00

When There Is No one You Could Count On

Always Remember

You Can Always Count On HIM

subhanallah.

mid term.

2009-12-21T19:28:00.000-08:00

mid term in three hours.

May Allah (s.w.t) grant us strength for the exam.

Good Luck.

RayWilliamJohnson.

2009-12-08T20:52:00.000-08:00

its a long time since i posted my last post.
well basically you can just ignore my last post
(well you're gonna read it anyway)

-.-" duh.

that's just the 'emotional side' of me
who, suddenly, likes to take things seriously.
but seriously, i don't give a damn.

okay
while i was bored,
and surfing the net,
i accidentally clicked on a link on utube.
well it ended up me subscribing the guy's channel.
and his name was

Ray William Johnson
and his show was
Equals Three ( =3 )

seriously at first i was just gonna click the 'back' button
and do whatever i was thinking at that moment.
but somehow a part of me just wanna 'give it try'
well i was bored back then. duh -.-"
seriously this guy is just fking hilarious.

well basically he surf the net,
searched a couple of vids for his upcoming show.
or watched a couple of videos that were submitted to him
and describe the vids he chose on his show.
well usually he'll make fun of the ppl / animals that were on the vids he chose
whats interesting is the way he made funny voice over on the vids.
seriously if you're not entertained by the funny voice over,
its either you're deaf or you don't learn English at school. seriously.

either way you guys should check him out.
his a great guy btw. enjoy.

his awesome isn't he
excluded that he is a fag. (no offense) xD
who likes to make fun of people's vids.
oh and don't forget to subscribe to his chanel. :D

currently playing; BMFV - Road To Nowhere

shit happens.. again..

2009-11-17T20:01:00.000-08:00

what i write here
stays here
no more bringing em up
what do you think this is

a joke
you think this is a fucking joke ?

fuck man
i didnt wrote all of this just to be thrown back at me.
making fun of what i wrote is just..

too fucking annoying man

you got problems with me
then talk to me
don't use my posts as an excuse to barge into my world

yea i know messing with other is fun
but they have limits man
and so does me and you
you hate it when people make fun of you do you
i dont know if you enjoyed it
but thats your life man
and not mine

if you like it
doesn't mean i like it too

sorry if you think i took this seriously.
well i am.
i do make fun of ppl but i know the limits.

well the thing is
i've had enough of shit thrown at me everyday

am currently over-reacted and emotionally distressed.
and suicidal.

whatever man.
fuck it.

last word: please, please don't ask why did i posts this. i'm begging you

rocknrolla.

2009-11-05T02:08:00.000-08:00

life's getting good.

yesterday parties were awesome.
its cold.
and my flu isn't stopping.
nose burning.
mucus dropping.
and non-stop sneezing.

sigh~

while going through my external hard disk
watch a couple of old movies.
not that old actually.

found out that British accent was kinda cool.
after i watched RocknRolla.

what's a RocknRolla ?
we all like a bit of a good life,
some, the money, some, the drugs.
others the sex game,
the glamour or the fame,
but a RocknRolla,
oh he's different,
why ?
because a real RocknRolla
wants the fucking lot...

-Archibald, RocknRolla-

p/s: gonna need more pills and tissues.

currently playing; stereopony - smilife (drums)

goals and glory.

2009-11-02T10:20:00.000-08:00

the above title have no relation whatsoever with this entry.

winter is coming.
night time is longer (yeah ?)
beds and blankets are my very best friend atm.
instead of fans and air conditioners.

at last bought a 2nd hand electric drum

cost me 2 months of pocket money.
satisfied.
2nd module has already started.
blood and gore.

morning lectures are killing me softly.
morning practicals too.
i have my limits
and so do you.

humiliating others = fun
being humiliated = fuck you! ╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮

munirah's birthday party tomorrow.
was invited (o.0")
seriously.
that's new.
haven't bought any present for her yet
should i ?

currently playing; jesus of suburbia - greenday

2nd year.

2009-10-19T13:51:00.000-07:00

don't ask why i didnt update..
i have my own priorities..

lectures was good
except for epidemiology (seriously its just community med)
and please don't ask why..
you should know better..

good thing kader is currently staying at my house..
or kubang will be left alone..
and it can get quite..

a-hem..

disturbing to stay in a house alone..
of course unless you're an atheist..

kept getting bored staying home..
so decided to stay at ramly's for a couple of days..
until the others are back..

and just a few days back
i realized..
i left so much things back at msia..
dang it !
well
shit does happen.. pfft!

well at least i got to play some more guitars here.. cheers!

p/s: 2nd year already started.. :D

currently playing; kings of leons - use somebody

flying~

2009-10-10T21:52:00.000-07:00

am leaving msia tonight.
see ya next year malaysia.
insyaallah.

p/s: perlu bawak kah kuih raye ? :D

raye.

2009-09-18T23:00:00.001-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya

-munya-

gaming.

2009-09-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

gaming. have always been. ~~and always will~~
my top hobby.

so a list of games that i have and will play (hopefully)
before next semester starts.

have and currently playing:

Left4Dead
Crysis
Dawn Of War II
Fallout 3
Far Cry 2
Prototype

will play:

Fear 2
Gears of war
PES 2010 (?)
Sims 3
GTA IV

gamers are encouraged to try listed games xD
that is all.

p/s: non-gamers are also encouraged to try. xDD

gumbira amat.

2009-08-31T22:40:00.001-07:00

dengan ini.
ak umumkn bahawesenye.
ak lpas exam sem 2.
alhamdulillah.
sekian wassalam.

muahahaha ! xD

p/s: the author are, atm, overwhelmed with happiness. i passed. i fucking passed. i think im gonna cry. :D

chaotic neutral.

2009-08-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

a boring, dull life.
mix it with anger, confusion, sadness.
u get an undefined emotion.
silence was the only partner that understands.

regret was the answer.
never thought it would be this way.

your words and your acts.
are the opposites.
of each other.
confusion starts to linger.

those old days.
will not be forgotten.
easily.

p/s:
-i hate it when i go emo all over. fck ! :D -it'll be the last-
-to yusdi. buke kat mne nnt ? sek 6 ? ahha xDD

no matter.

2009-08-26T17:15:00.000-07:00

i gave so many.
yet i received so little.
sometimes i do.
but sometimes i dont.
when i do you went away.
but when i dont u long for me.

people change.
and so do i.
do accept the fact.
that i have changed.
to what i am today.

enough said..
you know who you are..

p/s: due to the absence of music instruments. the author have stopped playing. for a while. (=

none.

2009-08-11T12:15:00.000-07:00

home was good.
was modified.
and that's it.
been doing nothing important lately.
gone to school the other day with a few.
the rest was chores, internet and games.
boring level is increasing.

p/s: still confused, can i buy a guitar ? cause im desperately need one right now

currently playing; none (still no guitar T_T)

home. :)

2009-08-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

i'm home.
alhamdulillah.

p/s: weyh ble nk klua ? xD

currently playing; none ( no guitar T_T )

ticket. updated

2009-07-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

~~shit~~
i left my flight ticket at asrama.
siot =.="

flight details:
- emirates airlines
- departure: from Cairo International Airport 1930 hours -2nd August 2009-
- transit: 3 hours transit at Dubai (wtf! 3 freakin' hours!! -.-")
- arrival: at KLIA 1430 hours -3rd August 2009

the statement given cannot truly be trusted. can't remember the exact details.
*post will be updated if the author thinks it is necessary*

--------------------------------------------------

*updates*

-Depart - Cairo. 19.30 2nd august 2009
-Arrive - Dubai. 00.05+1 3rd august 2009

-Depart - Dubai. 03.15 3rd august 2009
- Arrive - KLIA 14.15 3rd august 2009 (Terminal M)

----------------------------------------------------

p/s: noobs cannot be trusted

currently playing; nothing (no guitar T_T)

over.

2009-07-22T18:04:00.000-07:00

finals are over.
huge relief.
coming home in a few days.
can't wait.

am now at arma*
souveniers for the ones at home.

for strange fuckers.
stop annoying me with your randomness.

*arma stands for asrama malaysia
p/s: i am not, i repeat, am not a shopaholic.

currently playing; bullet for my valentine - say goodnight (acoustic)

funny.

2009-07-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

histology
tomorrow.
final's last paper.
too damn lazy to read.

reread my old posts.
funny.

malaysia here i come.

p/s: i grow tired of waiting

currently playing; secondhand serenade - fall for you (acoustic)

sucks.

2009-07-13T14:12:00.000-07:00

BIOCHEMISTRY
sucks

and here comes
PHARMACOLOGY

i suck big time at these 2
like a double barrel shotgun
blowing my ~~fucking~~ head off

p/s: am trying to reduce the 'vulgarity' of my posts. angel incoming.

currently playing; secondhand serenade - fall for you (acoustic)

no more.

2009-07-10T15:26:00.000-07:00

pathology exam in about 10 hours.
my sanity had been sucked out of me
whoop-de-fucking-doo.
(stress level in critical state)

"you only got one shot, so dont fuck this up"
-Sean O'neill, Crysis.

p/s:i need an air conditioner. very badly.

currently playing; taylor swift - love story

new.

2009-07-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

meet my new soulmate

ACER ASPIRE 6930G
....

p/s: microbiology was fine. not that good. not that bad.

currently playing; none

birthday.

2009-07-04T17:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday !

to

Nuraini Jafni .19.
Hafiz Basri .21.

.May Allah Bless u guys.

p/s: done the anatomy test. it was good. (=

currently playing; none (exam la)

bullet.

2009-06-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

zZzZzZ

--------------------------

i saw it comin'
i never dodged it
i raised my hand
trying to stop the unstoppable
i saw it passed through my hand
punched a hole
at that same moment
memories flashed by
i wasnt thinking straight
i dont know what to think
in slow motion
it hits me.

and im dead.

-----------------------------

oo-kay.
back to the real world people.

cant stop dreaming about me being dead
drowned, shot, hit and run, fell
wtf.

done reading a few topics of patho.
have to finish it fast.

p/s: gud luck to 3rd years. heard your exam starts earlier.

currently playing;
bullet for my valentine - tears dont fall (acoustic)
(still working on the solo though)

dude.

2009-06-25T14:05:00.000-07:00

dude1: dude i think u should read.

dude2: yea man

dude3: or u might regret it

munya: wtf man. do i look like i care.

dude1: seriously dude

dude2: u should read

dude3: yea man.

munya: fuck ! -.-"
(i guess i have no other options)

-----------------------------------

seriously life ain't good as it used to be
where's all the fun of not studying
long gone

im losing my sanity each day.
thinking all these stuff that i have to read.
not including stuff which i forgot. or purposely forgot.

7 ~~fucking~~ subjects.
totally 'awesome' man.

gaming is less exciting for me nowadays.
its weird. for me. but its good.

developed a big interest in music.
yea man. i mean a REALLY big interest.
guitaring is one of my favourite.
acoustic. electric. bass. u name it.

fuck!
suddenly remembered
i have to read a few pages of pathology
shit.

wtf ? u'll shit bricks ?

p/s: i cant believe amin can play rylynn by andy mckee. thats fuckin' awesome man. good job.

currently playing; jason mraz - im yours

alexa.

2009-06-20T15:15:00.000-07:00

fullstop.

just found out about this indon band.
kinda cool.

plus one of the guitarist kinda looked like the 'slim' me. xDD

check it out.

p/s: Happy Father's Day. Dad i love you.

currently playing; alexa - jangan kau lepas
(kinda hard searching for the guitar tabs)

no title.

2009-06-19T06:16:00.001-07:00

fullstop.

gaming is addictive.
so to those ppl out there who wanna start playin.
i suggest u dont.
u might ended up like me. (=

lepaking at ramlee's again. 2 days straight.
azeem kept calling me to come.
'dota beb jom jom'.. -.-"
alex 1st year dota team.
po, cip, munya, ace, gb, kancil, syimi, has, iman.
motto : if u're a noob dont bother playin.

again. egypt's temp kept on rising. hell yeah.
hoping msia would be 'cooler'.. but surely its impossible.
sure miss the rain.
and the 'hon-free' roads.
these arabs wont stop honking. ever.

final is in about 10 days.
a few weeks after that i'll be enjoying nasi lemak again. *drool*

why so serious ?

p/s : wish me luck for my final ppl. (=

currently playing; the strokes - razorblade

panaspanaspanas.

2009-06-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

egypt is fucking hot these days. am sweating all over.
plus all these freakin' flies (kacau ak tdo sial).

and the night is becoming shorter.
u can see the sun at 6.30a.m
and maghrib is at 8.30 pm.
wtf -.-" 14 hours of daylight. it sucks. a lot.
been getting less sleep.
sleeping on the couch for the past few weeks.
cause my bedroom is freaking hot. no ventilation.

my house got no fan. imagine the temp. 40++ degree celcius.
planning to buy 3 at the end of the week.

final is getting near.
physio & anat prac test is next week.
my brain's cramping.
with all these 'ape-kejadah-muscle' to hafal.
dissecting dead frogs for physio prac.

wish me luck ppl. doa2 kn la ye. xD

p/s: to dota players. map v6.60 is out. www.getdota.com

currently playing ; creed - one last breath

blabla.

2009-06-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

'you will present your presentation on the next class'
i say

wtf man ?

i sacrificed my evening sleep to finish this.
man what a waste.

anat presentation is tomorrow.
and i havent done anything.

thought i could sleep this evening.... -.-" *sigh*

anatomy revision is also tomorrow.
and i'm too lazy to read.

histology prac exam is on tues.
alhamdulillah..
already read something. but am too lazy to finish it. *sigh*

alas.
am coming back to malaysia on
2nd Aug 2009

p/s: ade sape2 nk kirim. sila kontek dgn lebey awal ye. tengkiu. (=

currently playing ; greenday - viva la gloria

examexamexamexam.

2009-06-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

next week - histology prac. exam + physiology presentation
next 2 week - anatomy presentation + anatomy revision
next 3 week - anatomy prac. exam.

july - final exam month.

conclusion.
busy busy busy.

wish me luck.

i have the power.

p/s: selamat berjaya kepade rakan2 seangkatan.

currently playing ; muse - plugin baby

bored.

2009-06-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

done the test yesterday.
not that good
*sigh*

.bored.

smart. xD

a technology of modern warfare. xD

my personal favourite. (=

ouch. thats gotta hurt.

p/s: srry for not updating. been busy lately. (=

currently playing ; billy talent - pins and needles

mother.

2009-05-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day.
-i love you mom-

currently playing ; cranberries - zombie

tagged by lynn. -_-"

2009-05-07T05:16:00.000-07:00

FIRST TAG

4 names that friends call you:
* munya
* mun
* nazmi
* mie

4 most important dates in your life:
* 2 jan 1990
* 7 june 1990
* 10 jan 1960
* 27 feb 2003

4 things you've done in the last 30 minutes:
* guitaring
* on9
* men PES
* bce pathology

4 ways to be happy:
* guitaring
* makan
* men dota b'same rkan2
* men PES

4 gifts you would like to receive:
* mazda rx8
* a handgun
* Dell XPS
* an electric guitar. yg ade kaos pad tuh.

4 of your favourite hobbies:
* guitaring
* online
* PES & dota
* mkn

4 places you want to go for vacation:
* mekah
* madinah
* jordan
* europe

4 things always found in your bag:
* file
* notebook
* stationary
* salinan passport

Top 4 you love so much:
* family
* rkn2
* myself
* dota & PES ;)

Top 4 things 'special' for you:
* my lappy
* drums
* rkn2
* gitar (not mine la xD )

Top 4 who you would like to answer this survey:
* you
* you
* and you
* sape2 je lahh yg nk buat

SECOND TAG

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.Then post as you're __% innocent.

01. Smoked
02. Drank alcohol.
03. Cried when someone died.
04. Been drunk.
05. Had sex.
06. Been to a concert.
07. Gotten/given a hand job.
08. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
09. Flirted
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR:72%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

TOTAL PERCENTAGE : 63%

p/s : cool im 37% evil ;D muahaha

siot.

2009-05-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

to fellow bloggers.
life aint good as it used to be.
for some reason.

since my house xde intenet lg.
i on9 at ramly's.

nx week is the pathology practical exam.
biochem and pharmacology presentation is also nx week.
got to finish my work fast.

thats all for now.
p/s: to ibu - abg dpt call tp x dgr pape.

currently playing ; mcr - i dont love you

fav.

2009-04-14T16:47:00.000-07:00

1.am currently busy ~~playing~~ studying for the mid term tests. 1 week 1 subject. sheesh!

2.though sometimes busy doing something else (dota, guitaring n etc.)

3.still 'lepak'ing at ramly's.

4.finally, i can play one of jason mraz's songs - lucky. took me a whole week practicing. using a guitar btw.

5.still hoping for the best for this new semester.

roger n out!

long time.

2009-03-28T19:25:00.000-07:00

am becoming lazier than ever.

been busy moving to my new house.
lotta things need to be done.
and fyi there's no internet connection at my new house. yet.
havent got the time to meet with the ISP*. =.="
been 'lepak'ing at ramlee's house.
a few times at jedu's.
been finishing their food stock and increasing their bills. xD (srry guys).
am going to continue update later
busy busy busy. (=

ISP* = internet service provider
p/s: my new house is awesome. am going to upload my house's pics later. (=

roger n out!

wrong.

2009-03-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

mood: pissed!

what the hell?!
u lied to me!
fk fk fk!

maybe i was wrong.
about u.
mothafakka!

p/s : happy birtyhday to Ariff Zainal Abidin. welcome to the 19's club. xDD

we won.

2009-03-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

alexandria chapter

team : GB (1st year)

2nd place

.the Dota tournament.

thanks to:

Azeem (Grand.Bang)

Izzul (gb.cip)

Fadhli (gb.pali)

Haikal (gb.kancilsmat)

Nazmi (gb.munya)

p/s: -beat 2nd year team (alex) 56/14 in semi. woot! xD

-cairo chapter won the 1st place. damn! -.-"

Selamat.

2009-03-02T12:04:00.001-08:00

Time :
Msia - 4.00a.m.
Egypt - 10.00p.m.

Happy Birthday!
To
Farhana Bakri
&

Farah Hanan
(and to those i lpe nk wish birthday xD)
may Allah's blessings be with you guys always.

=)

and to those yg da lpas2. sory for not wishing u guys earlier.. =p

roger n out!

Jamm.

2009-02-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

really miss those days with my bro n cousins. jamming.

munya :
da lme dowh x jamm.
nazmi syazwan :
just read the damn book la. nk rindu2 plak.
munya :
pfft! =,=

p/s: exam biochem tomorrow, wish me luck ^^

roger n out!

hatred.

2009-02-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

story #1 -while playing rose-

K: hey! wanna go make some killing.
A: sure no prob
A: where to?
game freezed
..
...
.... Server Disconnected

-,- pfft!

15 min later...

Story #2 -while chatting with N-

M: weyh ko da balek m'sia?
N: yupp.. haha
M: mntg2 rye cine..
N: xla cuti winter..
M: bile balek sane?
..
...
.... Connection Failed Retrying in 15s

0,o wtf?!!

Disconnections are making my ~~miserable~~ life more miserable.. *sigh*

p/s: final is around the corner. wish me luck. ^_^

roger n out!

home.

2009-01-24T14:13:00.000-08:00

.home sweet home.

.egypt.

.malaysia.

Pfft.

2009-01-20T09:50:00.000-08:00

nice.
so the exam wasn't so hard.
except the fact that i've actually answered 3 ques. incorrectly
(it's what i think actually.. so it's not a fact)

okay.
instead of answering 4 ques.
they gave us only 3.
i don't know why
(obviously they wanna give us extra marks)
but i don't think so.

since i've already lost 1.5 marks.
a few extra mark would help.
nicee. XDD

havn't done anything important today.
(does updating my blog include in the 'important' matters??)
watching a few ep. of "House MD".
sleeping after asar till maghrib.
woke up and ate.
and now right in front of my lappy.
updating my blog.
checking e-mails.
before i continue my daily routine.
gaming.

it's not actually gaming.
i would call it 'sport training'.
the 'PERUBATAN' have made a few sport tournaments.
(a society club created by malaysian students for all malaysian students in egypt)
well they obviously include all the usual sports played by malaysians
futsal, basketball, swimming (just kiddin') and etc.
and also they included 'DOTA'.
which i was 'only planning' to play.
there'll be prizes.
(so it wouldn't hurt if a played it a couple of hours/day wouldn't it?)

am not ignoring my studies,
so i played when i'm bored of studying.

to my little sister,
'HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY'
i'll pray 4 u to get into MRSM.
well it seems u won't stand a chance.
(man! am i cruel or what. XDD. really i'm just kiddin' ain)
again hope u'll be living happily ever after.

roger n out!

around.

2009-01-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

final is just around the corner.
not much time left since i've been wasting pretty much of my time.
(doing what?? i guess, "important" things maybe.. like updating blogs.. hmmm.)

so the only solutions =
1. study while i still can and just 'tawakal' for the rest i haven't
2. start jamming my brain till it 'explode' (not 'actually' explode but.. u'll get my point)
3. or just relax and let see how'd i do the test (without studying)

so i'm thinking of using solution 4.
since u didn't find -solution 4- on the list,
its actually solution 1 + solution 2.. does it really count? hmmm.. nevamind.

i'm starting to crap things out my brains since i am so tense (the right word should be 'tension') right now..

i'm just updating the blog for 'all of my faithful readers' to read.
it's kinda just popped outta my head.
to suddenly think that 'what would all my 'faithful readers' think of me if i don't update my blog?'

okay.
what i've just typed is just plain crap.
i'm too lazy to delete it so i'll leave it there for YOU to read.
what would u think if i didn't update my blog?
u don't give a shit right? thats the point.

man, i'm still typing on useless topic.
well this is what happened when u jammed a few books into your brain in a night.

last wishes.
to all my 'colleagues'.
hope u guys would score ur tests.
so i would feel guilty for not studying.
(that is so not true, it wouldn't really affect me like that, trust me [",])

tomorrow i got a practical test.
anatomy specifically.
it's nothing actually.
they give u 10 bones, 4 'easy' questions for each, each worth 1/2 mark.
so pretty much nothing u should know about.
and pretty much everything i have to know about.

this is the end.
i got the whole vertebrae, the skull and the upper limbs to cover.
so to my fellow 'faithful readers'.
till i write again.

owh before i forget.
2 days ago is one of my colleague's birthday.
'HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LUKE'
(real name = luqman bazlan)

roger n out!

Happy.

2009-01-02T11:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

.to myself.

.and.

.to ALL the 2nd Jan babies.

(0_-)

winter.

2008-12-26T01:41:00.000-08:00

winter has arrived.
man its damn cold.
feeling like sleeping under my 'saratoga' all the time.
haven't bathe for a few days. XDD
(damn cold la. alasan.)

sejuk2 pon.
maen jugak futsal & basketball memalam.
sgt bes dan membeku.
the temperature was almost reaching freezing point.
(xde la dkat sgt ngan freezing point. 10 degree kot)

sgt mengidam akan 'kepanasan' di mesia.

roger n out!

tag v1.1

2008-12-25T06:28:00.000-08:00

sheesh. suda bosan la.

Post a picture if your desktop

[1]how many folders do you have in ur desktop
empat

[2]how many application do you have on ur desktop
ten

[3]MAC or windows
windows, MAC sucks

[4]if windows what version?
vista premium

[5]do you have games on ur desktop
nope, a game folder, yes

[6]which one do u usually play
DoTA

[7]what is ur most used application
Guitar pro v5.0

[8]do u have mozilla firefox n internet explorer on ur desktop
no. deleted mozilla

[9]decripe ur wallpaper and screensaver
wallpaper = what do u think?
screensaver = none

[10]tag 3 other blogger
friends

tagged v1.0

2008-12-24T07:51:00.000-08:00

sheesh!. such a waste of time.

1.how do u think the people around u will feel bout u
dunno. ask them la

2.who is the most important to u
guess who.

3.how often do u think of comitting suicide
most of the time XDD

4.do u think u have enough confident
guess so.

5.how many babies u want
klau murah rezeki bnyk la.

6.what is ur favourite fruit
mate kucing.

7.what was ur goal this year
dpt fly (already did XDD )

8.do u believe in eternity love
what the fish?!

9.what is ur worst experience
can't recall.

10.what do u realy want now
to sleep.

11.what is ur bad habit
excessive sleeping.

12.do u have a secret crush
nope i guess.

13.do u cheerish every single friendship of yours
ya i guess.

14.what does flying means to u
falling from a cliff.

15.what do u crave for the most currently
sweaters. plenty of 'em. (sjuk dowh)

16.r u single/relationship
guess what?

17.what r u supposed to do now
my assignment. 2morrow submit. adess.

18.what have you done to urself to make urself hapy
eat.

19.what r u hoping 4?
the best.

20.7 person u want to tag
my friends

roger n out!

sick.

2008-12-15T11:29:00.000-08:00

since 11.dis.08

1st day - dmm biase. mlm tu cirit woo. plus selsema. dhla gile sejuk.

2nd day - dmm, selsema xde, still cirit ooo (lagi terok)..

3rd day - dmm xde but still lg cirit woo.. (konfem diarrhea nie)

4th day - dmm lagi, cirit oo.. plus migrane.

5th day - pg-still sick. ptg- suda okey. =) alhamdulillah.

so story nye..

sickness yg 'telah' dihadapi still unknown...

mkn ubat pastu okay.

on 11.dis ader open house umah cik (senior 3rd year).

mkn kari unta woo. gle pedas.

mlm tuh mmg dmm & selsema.

b4 tdo. 'telah' 'melabor' sebnyk 3 kali. sume 'cair'.

esoknye ade open house asrama bebudak mara.

dmm2 pon pegi jugak (mkn free tuh).

b4 pegi, suda ktandas sebnyk 3 kali. 2 kali b4 solat jumaat.

mkn sate dan mcm2 lagi.

b4 tdo pon g tandas 2 kali.

at 4.00am g tandas lagi.

13.dis xde dmm.

2 kali melepas kat toilet U.

b4 tdo 2 kali lagi.

around 4.00am g toilet lagi.

14.dis nk mkn pon x lalu oo..

housm8 msk ayam kicap pon x mkn. (1st time x mkn dinner). serious nie.

pas isyak tros bareng.

gle migrane.

mat (senior yg dok ngan cik) dtg. azwan call cik tp die xde umah.

g klinik tp doktor xde.

last2 g singah pharmacy je bli ubat.

mkn ubat. tdo.

today. pg migrane lagi. g toiet 2 kali.

mkn ubat.

kesakitan kepale dan perot hilang.
alhamdulillah. sekarang suda sihat.

ubat-ubatan.

musika.

2008-12-12T09:10:00.001-08:00

currently listening to:

Bullet For My Valentine - Hearts Burst Into Fire

shop.

2008-12-11T01:41:00.000-08:00

11.45 a.m. - gone to thomas cook to tuka TC (travelers cek) USD 600.00 and got LE 3052.00
12.30 p.m. - stan stefano mall. a place where the MOST riches go shopping.
1.00 p.m. - wandering around aimlessly. window shopping.
1.15 p.m. - bought a LE 600 nike sweater.
1.30 p.m. - bought a LE 550 timberland sweater.
2.15 p.m. - again window shopping.
2.45 p.m. - bought a LE 530 adicolor shoe.
3.30 p.m. - bought a LE 200 nike shirt. (dun noe how i ended up buying the shirt. damn)
4.15 p.m. - smpai rumah. just realised i've already spent LE 1k++ .what the *tut*!!!

dun really care coz:
-azwan n cerah spent 0.8k++. they were with me actually.
-my current shoe was ruined so what the hell. expensive = thn lme (hopefully)
-with a little luck. mara will be giving our elaun sara hidop starting on JAN 2009

p/s: jadilah pengguna yg bijak.

roger n out!

cold.

2008-12-04T10:13:00.000-08:00

today.
-pg sgt sejuk.
( and b'angin pulak )

-ptg sgt panas.
( dun noe why )

-prac physio.
( the only male present in the clas out of 10. nasrun x dtg.siot tggl ak sorang. )

-tdo d mesjid.
( preparation m'hadapi biochem at 2pm )

prac biochem.
( again the only male. damn.doing non-protein-nitrogenous compound tests. nas accidently t'jatohkn a test tube [ader mixture of fehling n uric acid] while heating the test tube.alhamdulillah no one was injured.sume shocked.even prof. )

-1 whole day x tdo dlm lecture @ prac session.
( dun noe cmne ley jadik cmni. .miracle kot.alhamdulillah. )

-masak nasik gureng.
(xde rse. nseb bek ader sos chili rse m'sia. 'SEDAP SENGOTI' buatan abuzar.)

-kene tdo awl.
(esok men futsal & basket till i 'cramp' my limbs.)

peace.everyone!

Roger n Out!

slow.

2008-11-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

today's news of the day..

the good news - rumah saye suda ader intenet
the bad news - intenet rumah saye slow..

man i'm truly pissed.. but thankful..

at least ader intenet.. =)

roger n out!

sekejap.

2008-11-26T13:33:00.000-08:00

no time.
nk update.
sedikit sahaja buley di taep.

kaki ku cramp maut.

perit x t'kate.
yg tau Tuhan sahaje.
ape nk dikate.
tiada ape2.
ni la akibatnye.
men futsal b'same mereke.

2 jam straight.
kwn nk balek kate 'wait'.
'tggu kjap la lg sket'.
skali kaki ku t'kepit.
d'sebabkn cramp yg amat perit.
make aku pon m'jerit SAKETT!!!

( sori,
tiada idea wat mase sekarang.
akn di update akan datang. )

p/s: daging yg ku mkn ari ni sgt liat. mengape ye?

super.

2008-11-20T11:27:00.000-08:00

nuthing special today kot except..

ader FRESH corpse time anatomy prac..

br basoh lg tuuuu...

bkn gne pon...

sje je usha..

ahaks3..

biochem prac gle mengantok ( mcm la time lecture x ngantok XD )

mne tak nye..

time: 2.00pm - 4.oo pm mcm 4.00pm - 6.00pm wktu m'sia...

b4 balek umah, singgah ke rumah 'kubang' ( nme sbenar fikri ) dgn 'tengku' ( nme sbenar nazmi )..

utk on9 sekejap ( intenet kat umah lom pasang lagi )..

b4 magrib br blek umah..

arini cerah xley masak coz gas abes la pulak..

t'paksela g mkn kat SHAMI restaurant..

1 pnggn nasi ayam & daging = LE 22.30

expensive gile but come to think of it, once in a while boley la kot..

nak2 time emergency cmni ( gas abes tanpe disedari )..

p/s: corpse 2 real ouh, nnt gmba akn di upload kn, pic keadaan seharian di rumah ku.. =D

sepah an?.. besela umah bujang.. muahaha XD

roger n out!

2day.. bkn 2 ari TETAPI hari ini..

2008-11-18T13:29:00.000-08:00

5.30:waiseyh subuh time matahari terbit
5.40:tido semule
7.10:azuan kejot bgn nk g practical anatomy kol 8, amar tgh tdo(free smpai kol 10)
7.40: mak ai tram(mcm ktm burok) lmbat pulak.
7.55:smpai di 'anatomy department' nye bangunan.
8.05: prof grup ak lmbat smpai
8.15: short quiz about 'the carpometacarpal joint'
8.25: start blaja 'the hip bone'.
9.00: mak ai pening pale bnyk gle 'processes' n 'tuberosities' kat hip bone. prof ajar dgn pantas.
9.45: balek dgn gumbira(abes awal sket, patot abes kol 10)
10.00: g mkn kat 'mat'am tibb'(maksod die 'kdai makan perubatan') kdai feveret bdak2 m'sia, mkn 2 sanwic 'falafil' ngan 'rus firakh bil bed'(nasik ayam ngan telor).
10.15: balek umah sambong tido
12.30: bgn solat zohor, waiseyh lecture kol 1.
12.40: thn cab g 'gamek ibrahim'(dkat ngan u)
1.15: masok lecture hall ngan selambe tanpe segan walaupon masok lmbat(lecture start kol 1)
1.40: gle ngantok btol la physio, blaja autonomic nervous system.
2.00: biochem pule.
2.15:segar plak, prof revise topic lipids derivatives.(sabtu nie ader MCQ BIOCHEM)
3.20: lme btol revision smpai lebeh 20 min
3.30:aku ngan jedu nk g tahan tremko(van) tp x dapek sbb sume full, jedu nk gak thn, make ak pon chow nk g nek tram.
3.40:traffic jam make tram pon jln sangkot2(trek die lalu atas jln raye). mlas la nek make ak pon jln kaki balek umah
4.10: gle penat jln kaki naseb bek da smpai bngunan 'apartment' aku. azuan yg nek tram pon smpai lg lmbat. mmg sah jam terok.
4.15: lif buat hal, kene nek tangge(lpas 5 min tggu lif x tron2) dahla 5th floor.
4.18: pancit, masok umah, cerah tgh men PES ngan amar.
4.20: solat asar
4.35: men PES 5 (Pro evolution soccer) ngan amar, menang 4-2
5.00: lepak sahaja.
5.10: magrib.
6.15: mkn tomyam masakan azuan, ngan nasik keras(aku da ckp tmbah sket air ko xnak denga).
6.40 : isyak
7.00: men need for speed most wanted
8.00: study pharmacology.
9.30: men PES lagi ngan amar, kalah 4-2
10.00: sambong blaja pharma.
11.00: g online kat cafe, check frenster, mespes, update blog.... =)

minggu yg 'indah'...

2008-11-15T12:22:00.000-08:00

this week sahaja..

2 kuiz:
-anataomy ( ok laa dpt 2.5 / 3 )
-biochemistry ( gle sux.. sbb x stadi langsong XD 3 /10 )

1 test MCQ ANATOMY.. ( ntah... 18 / 20 )

winter da dkat..
tp bju sjuk x bli lagi a.k.a xder..

nk bli heater lagi..

account bank blom open lagih ( waiseyh ble nk open?? )

nx saturday pulak ader MCQ BIOCHEMISTRY..

so many things 2 do..
but malas 2 do..
then what should i do?
maybe i should do..

blahh..
dh 'high' a.k.a sleepy da nie..
chow dlu..

Roger n Out!

wooo~ =I

2008-11-11T12:25:00.000-08:00

time: 7.30pm - 8.10pm
venue: on my messy bed
subject: studying general human biology

would you agree.. if i tell u study is hard a.k.a payah gile..
even if i were constantly n b'terosan di minta utk 'study hard'..

if i study hard...

the 1st 15 min... still standing.. XD

17 min.. stat garu kepale.. da mule pening..

20 min.. perot lak buat hal... maka saye pon hilang..

30 min.. back.. n still trying 2 undrstand what am i reading..

33 min.. again.. pening2.. my vision's blurring..

40 min... sleepiness engulfed me... going into a deep slumber.. kroooiihhh~

info gained: the fibrous joints can be subdivided into 3.. sutures, ghomphosis & syndesmosis...
kesimpulan: my study time cannot exceed 35 min..

Roger n Out!

weee~ =)

2008-11-10T12:26:00.000-08:00

the BEST day of the week...

u noe why?...

sbb klas abes AWAL!!..

3 hours lecture only!! (3 hours pon lme gak tu)

ngee~ XD

syukur kpd Allah s.w.t sbb today i am not sleepy in histology lecture...
2nd time rse nyer.. ( 1st time x ngantok mase the very 1st histology lecture XD )

physiology.. still boring sbb bru introduction (ulang bende blaja time form 5)...

then ader biochemistry.. lecturer bru.. psl lipid yg da nk dkat 2 weeks blaja LIPIDS ONLY..

EXAM MCQ ANATOMY ( multiple choice question ) da dkat..

waiseyh...

dhla blom study lagi...
so many things kene hafal..
br 3 weeks da abes da 1 book anatomy (156 pg)

nk study but besela kn ehem2.. =D
t'sgtla mlas ngee~..

tomorrow ader practical anatomy..
tgk mayat lagi..

nk dijadikn cerita..
bilik practical anatomy kat sini agak okey..

but BODY PARTS are EVERYWHERE..
bersepah..
kdg2 mangkok penoh ngan liver, heart, lungs ltak atas meja dpn pintu..
adess..

sometimes menjijikn tp da lali da..
kbnykn corpses kat sini org tue..
rse kesian gak kdg2..
but nk wat cmne kn..

i think this is enough 4 now..

p/s: bro SPM da smpai.. get ready btol2.. jgn tdo.. bwk jam.. stay focus.. i'll pray 4 ur success..

Roger n Out!

the 1st strand of P.I.C.S.~

2008-11-07T12:57:00.000-08:00

at last aidilfitri di cairo, egypt

Egypt + Russia

tempat kami blajar medicine. =)
teens these days.. (sigh)

streets of alexandria

-At Kuwait International Airport-
(6 hours transit to Egypt)

-kami di IKIP College-
(prep to Egypt)

nie je yg ader wat mase skang..

neu pix on de way..

Roger n Out!

1st time dudes~

2008-11-06T14:21:00.000-08:00

nie 1st time aku wat blog..

what the heck??

x penah aku wat mende nie..

x reti..
xtau..
need help!!
cmne nie?
damn..

no prob..

in time (maybe) aku reti pkai mende nie..

oh well..
what to say?..
dunno..
sumthing ke?
ntah..

nk tau gak gne menatang nie..
(bdak sume da ader rase kewajipan plak kne ade juge)

nie je kot wat mase skang...

klau rajen slalu la tgk.. XD

btw..

im in egypt!! hua3..
slamat dan sehat..

pix on da way nk d publish..

nk kene tapis dlu.. ngee~~

smoge b'jumpe lagi..